I've decided to go back Malaysia

After days and months of thinking. I've decided to go back to Malaysia. I guess the only reason why I didn't want to go back is because of the control my parents have on my life. My mom in particular. My dad is too over protective sometimes but being the daughter and the only one its normal for them to react in such a way. Australia is definately a good country no doubt. Long term it is beneficial to be here. However, I guess not everyone can stay here and not everyone is meant to be here. If i want to stay i have to use my parents money to study another course which is lower grade than my masters or degree. I don't see the point. Even if i get my TR what are the chances of me getting a job?

Some people will do whatever they can to get PR even doing odd jobs for a few months. But at the end are you using your education to good use? Instead of staying here and waiting for a job might as well go back and get some job experience. Pay may not be as good but i think the experience gained is priceless. BEsides that my dad has just retired and he has some problem which his eyes. I really don't want to use his money anymore. Its time for me to work and support them. If i was an undergrad i would have stayed back, take another course and try to get my PR but i guess now i'm too old for this and circumstances don't seem to help me do so now.

If you asked me do i regret not coming here earlier? I would say yes but i can't do anything abt it now. Just have to live with the decisions and outcome now. Also if i took the masters in nutrition and dietetics i would prob stand a higher chance in getting a job and stay here. My intention to come here and stay now has gone down the drain. Its frustrating but what can i do? However one thing is for sure, I'm glad that I had the opportunity to come to Australia to study.

Now i'm hoping i can get a job in singapore or in a MNC hospital where i can be trained overseas. If only i came earlier and if only my parents supported me to come Australia earlier I would have already been here but the doors are not open for me. No point talking about it now just have to move on. Easier said than done but i would just have to try to do so.

lml