Semester 2 is horrible...but there's more important things than that :)

I just attended my 2nd day block day for quality management and having another one tomorrow. Sometimes i really question myself why am i taking this course. I chose the course because i hated the way management was run. After coming here i realised it had to be run as such because its private and profit oriented. The management should do what it should but i believe there are things that could be improved.

Sometimes i really question myself how on earth can i be a manager when i am not outspoken enough. I just feel scared when i am in a discussion with the aussies. They are so outspoken and good. They come out with ideas so quickly its like bang bang bang and i'm there still thinking of what to say or how should i put my words. I can't possibly speak manglish with them its embarassing. By not speaking up and saying what i think i guess i lost their respects, which in fact makes me feel sad and low as well.

I'm 26 and i'm not even there or anywhere in any company. People at my age are at least promoted to managerial or almost managerial level. Even if i didn't study now and stayed back in my previous job i doubt i can get anywhere as well. where can i go with the degree i took plus the lack of working experience i have? Sometimes i just wonder why did i made my life so complicated by taking so many courses and making myself suffer?

I guess many people at my age are facing the same problem. We're facing the quarter life crises where we want to advance in our careers but we don't know whether we will succeed. Those who are single are also worried that they may not find someone if they kept on pursuing their career.
I do feel like that sometimes but obviously we can't simply date anyone for the sake of it. It's wrong.

There many doubts and questions in life which seems to have no answer. When we don't get it we feel disappointed and wonder why. All i can say is the future is beyong our reach. What we can do is to make the right decisions now and look at what we can do for now.

According to Matthew 6:27 'Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life ?'

Many of us worry too much about life and not appreciating the things we have now. The main thing we should appreciate now is we have a life and a healthy body that's what important. We may be facing challenges in our lives now or maybe in the future. Or maybe we went through some challenges which still affects us now. All i can say is 'Don't Worry'.

Matthew 6.25:
[ Do Not Worry ] "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?

Appreciate your lives everyday for it is a very special Gift from God to us and since He made us He will take care of us when we cast our burden onto the Lord.

Psalms 55:22 -
God can be trusted with our anxieties and concerns. Here, we're invited to hand our worries and problems over to God, who can handle them better than we can. He'll never let you down.

1 Peter 5:7
When we're feeling overwhelmed with stress, we're encouraged to "cast our anxiety" (sometimes translated "cares") on God. He's not a stern judge waiting for us to break under our worries; He actively wants to help carry our burdens.

So be happy :)