i've been having pain in my back again since 3 weeks ago. I was in the emergency room in one of aussie known hospital. I was in so much pain till today. Just recently like a week the leg has gone down my legs again just like last time. I had no choice but to take the pain killers to ease it. I know its not good but i have no choice. I guess this is what it is when you're not well. I could imagine cancer patients living theirs days or maybe counting their days. Its something no one would want to think of. Then again the question of life and the purpose of it comes to us during this period. No many of us get a chance to live every single day happy and healthy.
With that fact in mind not many people know that they are well and living hence take the days for granted. Some go to the extreme of drugs, alcohol and losing themselves to the dark side of the society. While people like us wish that we don't have to take drugs everyday. Well i wish i don't have to at least.
Having pain is not a very fun thing at all it kills u not physically but emotionally. At times i do get depress, depress that i can't do much esp for now in terms of my assignments. Stress kicks in once in a while. But i won't let these get in to me too much. For now because i still have a life to live on. I need all the strength i can get from God and yeah ppl will just shrug it off saying 'God gave you the pain'. I don't believe so because he loves us too much to give us pain. I believe everything happen for a reason i guess this pain would make me stronger in life. Its a test and realisation that we're not that perfect as a human after all. By overcoming the pain i can do anything i set my mind to.
It's a hard thing to do sometimes but its not impossible.
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